I have a lot of dark things to tell recently, but i have nobody to listen to it without getting upset or being affected in a pessimistic way.
That makes me want to grow into a mature, deeper and unlikely to be vulnerable person,
so that my children or other young people can find peace whenever they reach out for me.
BtW, when i use the phrase "reach out for me" it means some one come to me and ask for my help.
I can't find the whole meaning of this phrase on the dictionary when searching on the internet, they just have the results for "reach out to sb".
But i want to use the phrase "reach out for me" instead of "reach out TO me" so bad, don't know why, maybe i heard it in a song, probadly, songs have a strong influence on me :)

After taking a short searching for words on internet dictionary, i forgot all the dark things i intended to said this morning -_-. Maybe, next time ;)